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It's Monday... [Feb. 16th, 2004|02:55 pm]
butterflah1
[mood |accomplished]
[music |Am I dreaming (bprr!), or stupid (bprr!), but (BPRR!) Cuupid]

Oh yes, the rushing start of the week begins. This is going to be a busy work week I can just tell from today.

Meetings, contracts, and fires to put out.

Speaking of fires... I got woken up at 1:30 this morning by the building's deafening Fire Alarm!!! So I got up, closed my door, turned on my heater and rolled back in bed. In my grogginess, I figured if I closed my bedroom door, and my roommates door that we'd be safe anyways. I made sure the apartment's door was locked too. I watched the news and gathered our building didn't burn down :-)

So my voice is still recovering from Friday. What an experience!! Some people are really talented at ruining perfectly nice songs! I mean, just because Christina Aguilera likes to yell and growl and moan, doesn't mean that a simple Bare Naked Ladies song sang in the same style will sound better. So no, my voice isn't recovering from the singing, it's recovering from the roaring laughter I forced to keep to myself until I could no longer and exploded in a growly, moany painful laughter, no wonder the judges looked at me as if to ask: "What is that song she is singing?" checking their sheets to see if the "clerk" had maybe made a mistake. What? Doesn't Shania Twain's singing sound like a growly laughter now and again?

I guess not :-)
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Oh Bizzyness! [Feb. 12th, 2004|10:41 am]
butterflah1
[mood |rushedrushed]
[music |Like a stone, I'll wait for you there... alone...]

I am Bizzy Bizzy :-) At first, I wrote Buziness and noticed how close it is to Business... and started thinking about how related the two words are... Ok, don't laugh... ok laugh, haha!

Feeling so much better today. I had a good night sleep. Tomorrow, I will be challenging myself, stepping outside my comfort zone and facing thousands of people singing my heart out. HAHAHAHAHAHA! Honestly though, to me, this is a joke. A funny experience to add to my journal. Another one of my adventures, haha! I will come out of this with having met Sass Jordan in person and listening to many different voices and characters. I will be meeting a LOT of people tomorrow and I'm looking forward to it. Being in the middle of the action is all that matters to me. My family is all excited, my mom giving me tips such as "Now, all you have to do is be yourself and sing for the judges only, forget about the cameras." I said: "Cameras??". Am I ready? No, I don't even know what I'm gonna wear yet! The most important thing in my mind now is that my love is taking me to fancy restaurant tonight, I'm really excited about that! We are starting Valentine's day celebration early, he doesn't know I have plans for him for the following weekend as well ;-) Rrrreaow! Oh what to wear,  WHAT to wear!

I am looking for someone to give me a list if 21 oneworded items, anything, and I will remember them in order. You can test me on this!

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Where is this going? [Feb. 11th, 2004|11:16 am]
butterflah1
[mood |confusedconfused]
[music |I will go down with this ship...]

PMSing, I know I know... doubting everything. Again falling into this mental selfdoubting trap where nothing makes sense.

Where is my place? Where do I belong? Where is the simple me who found life so easy and so rewarding? Where is my joy of life, my eternal happiness, my drive...

Will this go anywhere? Am I overanalysing things again?

Why do I do this to myself...

Damn Hormones :-)
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Brand New Day! [Feb. 10th, 2004|10:48 am]
butterflah1
[mood |deviousdevious]
[music |Oh Sherry, our love, holds on, holds on...]

Well, I was in a pissy ass mood the past two days.
But I'm better now. I guess it was a mix of PMSing, eating junk for the past few days... mostly switching form LowCarbing to ALLCarbing. Nasty effect on the mood, whoa!

So, today is a new day. I'm actually in a great mood. Things are falling into place. Last Friday, I was on a HIGH like you wouldn't imagine. NOthing could bring me down. I have a feeling something BIG is about to happen, if not, I just might go ahead and plan something absolutely crazy. One big SPUR of INSANITY in the next few months. Just something to bring my perspective back. I don't know! Just something crazy.
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Recovering [Feb. 9th, 2004|01:48 pm]
butterflah1
[mood |tiredtired]
[music |You leave a lot to be desired...]

What a great time this past weekend!

Down with my best friend and an old friend and a bunch of chauvenists... hahaha! Ok, I might be exagerrating a bit.
My best friend spent 3 1/2 hours shoveling 2 feet of snow to uncover the ice. That girl never ceases to impress me :-)

My team played well, we, again, made it to the finals.

It was a great time!
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